eleven october twothousandandseven

October 11, 2007
You have time at your disposal to explore creative endeavours – but do you actually know what it is you want to do as a creative pastime? Your time should be spent exploring the 'what' before actually embarking on any grand masterpiece or work of genius.

And I did and I let LB go for a moment.
I had a good talk with sh yesterday and today with friend C.
Actually I DON'T have time at all at my disposal but I just make time at my disposal :)
I don't seem to care anymore so much. Which is nice and healthy. Just as I am not smoking right now: nice and healthy for my body.
I have to stay this way. Yesterday I have to remember. I am crazy. Because of my father's crazyness I am crazy too. But people who don't know me, don't know and I do everything I can so they won't discover. BUt the truth I discovered now is that most people are too busy with themselves to notice anything peculiar about you.
They JUST DON'T CARE.
That really freaked me out for 5 minutes. But now I'm ok again.

So how are yoy today?