More Clouds Please

This morning I woke up with the sun shining in my eyes. I cried and cried. Not cause of the sun but other reasons. Now the sun is gone and I feel better.
Ergh...is this the opposite depression? Like I NEED darkness, grey skies to be happy. Yeah I like that thought. A lot. No more freakin sunshine folks. Just clouds rain and more clouds. yeeeaaah.