Weekend Clouds

Sorry folks. About the previous post: I cried because I was happy. Not because I was sad.
This weekend however AND actually some half of the week before Frodo and I had our worst fight(s) ever. Really really bad. My excuse most of the time is that I quit smoking but you can not hold on to that excuse for a long time. Bugger.
So we had to face hard reality. That had to be done, now it's done and I hope I never have to go back to that place again.
I promised myself that if that'll happen again I am the one leaving the (relation)ship. But anyway these were the necessary: territory/ egocentric/recognition/attention things we had to tell each other, or yell at each other. And actually I am quite glad I have a boyfriend who I can yell at from time to time. I need somebody who can handle that. To spill my guts at. Hahaha. So no drama folks, just ordinary fighting. Result: two broken vases (the only two I had hahaha), and swollen eyes from crying. But hey: crying is okay. I cry a lot these days. It's just some kinda hormone thing. Yesterday me and Frodo were curled up on the couch all evening, kissing and saying cheesy things at each other.

Just some time before we got a 'call' from comicgrl..My god! It really kinda scared me...She videophoned me...So I could not only hear her but see her too!!! And her lovely kiddies, who are really small think this is normal stuff. Like we've been doing this for years. I just didn't realize my camera was working too at the same time. I felt like such a randdebiel. Really. Moron geek nerd - antinerd I mean. But please call again, I can show you my house!
And did I tell you folks I am a writer now too? In december I made this big step of just doing it. A producer liked the script and now I'll hear the end of this month if I'm through and can film the script. I really really hope so..

Laters, Cheers,
T.